there is a boy.
he has the most gorgeous eyes.
he thinks i'm something
special.

you surrendered yourself to me,
& i fell in love. i surrendered
myself to you, & you held my
face in your hands told me
i was beautiful.

it`s funny how you go through the year
& nothing changes, but when you look
back [ EVERYTHiNG iS DiFFERENT. ]

i don't know what it is about you,
but you got it; - - >and i want it

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile

The precious moments are all lost in the tide,

They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,

The feeling of belonging to your dreams

he swings her around.
they kiss while the city around them ;;
it disappears.

Your best male friend will always love you, admire you
& will feel that way forever. Boyfriends come & go,
but he's always stuck around. He's your shoulder to cry
on, & a hug when you need it. You enjoy yourself with him
& you're never in an awkward situation. This is a
different kind of love, a special kind.
Cherish this dude forever, he's changed your life..

No life is a waste. The only time we waste
is the time we spend thinking we're alone..

color the coast with your smile
it's the most genuine thing i've seen
i was so lost, but now i believe

"Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with stick like models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person; as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true."
--- Gerard Way

Being perfect maybe be ok with BARBIE, but remember, she ended up with KEN-- a man with no dick

i never had anyone i could actually count on
i've been let down so many times. i was tired
of hurting & always searching. & then, you
walked into my life. it was a feeling i'd never
known & for the first time ; i wasnt alone

everyone asks me what he has that
no  other  guy  does. well  here's  a
hint--> he's got my heart.

if you look into my eyes and listen to what i say,
you`ll know im the one girl who`ll never walk away <3

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion p games & then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd played with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.

friend 1: did you see her today? i don't think i saw her without a smile on her face the whole day!
friend 2: yeah, she talked to him again.
friend 1: i knew it.

it took a while..but you finally
gave me back my smile <3

why is it that when your little you parents teach
you how to walk & talk .. but when your older
all you hear is " sit down and shut the hell up" && all i need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms,
look me in the eyes, && tell me you won`t ever give up     <3

i just love the feeling knowing i can make you smile,
& I haven't felt that way about someone in quite a while. there have been lots of ups & downs,

but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's

what makes you who you are. we all know

how to laugh, we all know how to cry, & we

all know how to love back. we all know

heartbreak, but the world keeps moving, &

we keep moving along with it. & everything

we experience helps us realize how beautiful

life really is..

when you don't look back i guess the feelings
     start to fade away - Aerosmith <3

&& everytime I talk to you I fall a little harderNever give up on somebody you
can't go a day without thinking about.

wanted by many

taken by none

lookin at some

waitin for one <3

Growing up is never straight forward.
There are moments when everything is fine,
& other moments, when you're a teenager
& you realize that there are certain memories
that you'll never get back..
& certain people that are going to change
& the hardest part is realizing that
there's nothing you can do except watch them,
& relize that everything is going to change..

What would you attempt to do
If you knew you couldn't fail?

"i used to care a lot about what people though of me, the i learned i defintly can't please everyone. so people will like you && some people will hate you, but i really don't care either way. i'm not losing sleep over it."-Kristin; laguna beach

"The best part of believe is the lie"-Fall Out Boy

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

here's to the guys that love us,
the losers who left us, and
the lucky ones who get to meet us.

The only reason people hold onto
memories so tight is because memories
are the only things that dont
change when everything else does

friends will always be like:
"well, you deserved better..."
but [best friends] will be
prank calling him saying:
"you will die in 7 days !"

I'll spend my whole day getting ready,
Trying to make myself look beautiful
So that you'll fall in love with me...
But I wont be surprised if you don't even notice me.

goodbye to the past*
it's time for me to move on.

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time-----The Used

Am I over him? Or have I just learned to deal with the fact that I have to be?

It all comes to down to who you think of when you fall asleep….

most people don't know who they are, that's why they lie. they're afraid someone else will figure it out before they do.

In my opinion..

one of the worst feelings in the world is wondering;;

how things could have - would have - should have been.

 its freezing outside
but im burning up
its winter right now
but butterflys are in my stomach<3

What I don't get is how every time I fall so fast.  And everytime I hit the ground, just to get back up and do it again;; thinking that maybe this time someone will {catch me}

it's so hard being alone knowing he [isn't.]

everything you want comes after you stop looking for it

don't be afraid of change. you might lose something good, but you might end up gaining something so much better.*'

you got me down on my knees and i'll proclaim, all hail the heartbreaker~~

"See, I gave my heart away a long time ago..my whole heart. And the problem is.. I never really got it back."
   --Sweet Home Alabama

it takes a strong heart to love
but it takes an even stronger
heart to love after its been shattered

Perhaps it's the way you say my name..
or the way I qet butterflies everytime we talk..
or the way you laugh when nothing is funny.
whatever it is -- I`m not letting go

Everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on --
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard Ive already tried </3

find the one you can be y0urself
around, u can say whatever you want..
u can laugh, u can smile, u can fight
& then at the very end of the
night... you're still crazy about each other <3

Life is about trusting your feelings & taking
chances losing and finding happiness appreciating 
the memories & learning from the pain while realizing
people always change

and all she wants to be is the
"i L0VE Y0U <3"
in his profile.

 I could fill a thousand pages telling you
how I feel, && still you wouldn't
understand, so now i leave without a
sound, except my heart shattering as it
hits the ground <3

two teardrops were floating down a river.
then one teardrop asked the other,"who are you from?"
The teardrop replied,"i'm from a girl whose man left her, and you?"
He replied, "i'm from the man who regrets letting her go.

&& i cant help but wonder
why i'm never the right girl
for the guy that's perfect for me
is it that guys want someone
who is completely wrong for them...??

the best memories- are the ones that you can't
explain. the story that you get half way through telling and can't help but crack up laughing. when you explain it and you get a puzzled looked & you end up saying.. " you had to be there"

life is about chasing after the things you truely think are worth it, even if they dont happen, i'd rather have nothing than know that i settled for something i didnt want . 

&& he makes her happy,
something she hasn't been in a long time.

bottom line
if you want me, you'll show me

&& im so unprepared so heres your valentine... a bouquet of clumsy words a simple melody this worlds an ugly place but your so beautiful to me
-Blink 182

a guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football
game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench.
after the game,he asked her how she liked the experience.
"Oh, i really liked it."she replied, "especially the tight pants
& all the big muscles, buti just couldn't understand
why they were killing each other over 25cents."
Dumbfounded, her date asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they
flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game.
all they kept screamin` was: 'Get the QUARTERBACK! GET
THE QUARTERBACK' I`m like HELLOO? It'sz only 25 cents!!!"

haha why do I think that is so funny? Maybe because I'm pretty blonde too!

you just have to live life without caring
&& shake off the drama. just to prove that 
your better than who they think you are

tank tops
Flip Flops
Ocean Breeze
Lemon Sqeeze
Clear Skies
Hot Guyz
Sneakin Off
Things are gettin hott
Summer '06 is gonna
ROCK!!!!!!!!

As long as you know
that men are like children
you know everything
--Coco Chanel

TRUTH AB0UT GiRLS FACT #18.
it doesn't matter who dumped who or why. 
whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always
bothers us. not because we`re not over you, but
because we know that we used to be that girl..

there are going to be times in your
life when all you wanna do is lay down
in the middle of the road during rush
hour, just know that no matter how many times you feel like laying
there i will always be here to block traffic.

I never knew that we were making memories,
I just always thought we were having fun.

the good old days weren't always good
& tomorrow ain't as bad as it seems...